bad day

tdy was a bad day 4 me..
y should be hapen on me!!y!!!

haiz..
ntg cn say ...
over..frenz over.....

haiz...

watever...


haiz..when i nid u ...bt u nt beside me....i miss u right now!!babe...
plz stay beside me..
i nid u !!!

cnt wait the day v meet d!!!

i gonna CRAZY!!!

i love u ...

i love u ...

BABE....I LOVE U ...
<3

this few day in penang...i realy happy..becos..of u ...
ntg cn explain...~
hw abt u ?^^

tdy gonna go bk my homwtown d....
although i am sad....becos...our chance of meet wil less more..bt..
i wil promise tat wat u told me....

i oso promise to myself...

**i wil guai guai d...i dun wan go pou d....is time to keep my mood to study...prepare 4 college life...^^**

hope i cn do it....
hehe~...

**mis u so much now**

complicated

tdy ..i was happy..
becos....receive ur msg....

hehe

bt...i realy duno wat ur thinking.
i lazy guess...

hw ur feeling to me...
i duno..

i lazy guess..

dun wan get hurt anymore..

so i choose....
dun think so much...

**complicated**

haiz........

god plying me!!!!haiz..........

shun qi zi ran ba~

haha...2mr is my birthday after 12am...
wakka..
damn happy..^^

haiz..wat ur thinking babe....

haiz...
i realy duno wat u thinking..
wat u doin now!!!!

haiz..
dun let me guess anymore cn??

i wil tired....

u say u love me..
bt i cant c wher ur love.....after tat word...
nw v seldom contact..i oso duno y v wil becum like this...u cn tel me??
act wat hapen to u ????
damn sad act..

my heart r broke...

i nt dare msg u..nt dare find u now..
u knw.....
becos...i dun wan disturb u..
scare u wil more angry me...

i duno y..

my brain now..full of question markh..

haiz...

jz want to say...
act...
i love u too...bt its like nt important to u ..
i stil waiting ur msg..

haiz..4get it..

*guy r nt everything....sista is 4ever <3*

i dun wan get hurt anymore!!!!

my new life coming soon~

my birthday is coming soon..

i'm so excited ..

this year 18years old ...birthday...

duno who wil celebrate v me...who wil invite me hang out..
who wil take dinner & lunch & supper v me....

i stil waiting....hahhaa...

this year my birthday....without a person....
act...feel abit sad....
last 2 year .....he celebrate v me...
bt this year ..haiz...........let it ...becum pastence

hope he cn live happy without me....

I ENJOY MY SINGLE LIFE NOW...^^

finally...
i make a rite decision...
CONTINUE STUDY...

i wil take mass com course...at k.l...SEGI UNIVERSITI COLLEGE..

altot..i am nt gud in study..

bt i wil try...
i realy wil try my best.....

NEVER TRY NEVER KNOW...

may...
i wil go ther d....i realy .....feel sad..
i leave my hometown soon....
i knw the feeling now....
T.T

now havent go yt...
i already ...miss here everything...
T.T

miss my frenz..miss in as life...miss..everything..
expecialy...is...
MY FAMILY...

I WIL MISS MY MUM...MISS MY DAD...

I CANT PUT DOWN...HERE..EVERYTHING...

bt i knw...i nid grow up...
i should be strong....

i must handle ....everything by myself..

i trust i cn...

gambateh....wish myself good luck ....



**nw me n joue at d5 again^^hiak hiak **

elvy back

finally..i got home ...

i am bk...

feel warm when i in my sweetz home...

expecially..my bed..i miss so much...

important is i cn slip well..


I WAS LOST MY HP...MY DEAR ..SONY C903...

ALL FRENZ CONTACT LIST HAS GONE...

CONTACT ME....
MY FRENZ....& TEL ME WHO R U ...

I STIL USE SAME NUMBER..
=)

bad news..my dad say ....dun wan buy new hp 4 me anymore..
lol...

accept...

haiz...i vyvy confusing now...
i duno...wat should i do now..
MASS COM OR BEAUTICIAN..?????

COLLEGE LIFE...ITS FUN..
BT..I CN HANDLE IT????I CN HANDLE WHEN EXAM??
I SCARE...I NT DARE TO TRY...

I DUN WAN WASTE MY MUM MONEY...

FRENZ TEL ME..
NEVER TRY NEVER KNOW..

I SHOULD TRY...
I KNW!!!

COLLEGE..I M COMING!!!

*
i feel so sorry to my mum n dad...
so sorry..they treat me vyvy gud..wat 4 i owayz blame them..
y...
i am childish!!i should nt treat them like tat..
wat they do 4 me...jz 4 my own gud..
i knw..

SORRY...DADDY & MUMMY..I LOVE U ...

i wan becum gud gal...less outing v frenz..
i wil try...

i wil try dun let u guys dissapointed to me again..
T.T
*


(u're special to me...feeling gud..)

trip in k.l....^^(alone)

1st day in k.l....

i went on 11am bus...

k..

1st ..my dear sent me to bus station...

then...inside the bus.jz hav 4 person..

include me.

swtz....

i was nervous...& scared...

becos...tat bus driver likeshit....

dangerous driving...

fine...

ntg do in bus..

i on9 in bus....used my broadband..

bt tat line was shit....

**lag**

make me crazy..

then..

jz cn listen song....

reached k.l already 6 pm...

my dear venju pick me up...

venju i love u..& thx u ...

then...k.l serious jam...

i felt sory to her mum...

make trouble to her...

her mum bring us take dinner..

becos i was vyvy hungry ...T.T

ate 'cha keoy toew' & 'lok lok'

then go bk venju house..

take a bath...

then...she pick me go sunway pyramid meet my sis josee..

becos i stayed her house this few days...

summore...meet our fren...

billy chen..

this is a 1st time i meet him.

altot i nt vy knw him...

muahaha.

he is josee frenz..

**take sum pic at venju house**

**v my sis josee**

** go ate 'ho kian cha & alot of thing v josee& billly**

then ...v jiu go bk josee house d..

i stayed v my sis jose..=)

2nd day...

waked up on 10 sumthing .

gosh..

tired =(

wake up ..then bath...

12pm..go out..

josee fetcted me...

v went to josee college...

segi college...

erm...

damn nice ther...

i hope i cn enjoy college life..if gt chance..^^

then...wait josee register...

i oso ask abt mass com course...

erm..

act..i gt interested abt this course..

bt..

duno y...

i stil confuse..

i dun wan waste my mum money...

..

duno should i continue study ..or go academy learn beauty...

T.T

help...

CONFUSE...

after josee register...

billy pick us to visited segi college...then..

bring us to sunway pyramid again..

wakaka..

v went kim garry taking our lunch..

quite nice..

ate so many thing ther..

i totally full...

^^

after ate...

v shopping....

omg..i realy dun wan to shopping..

bt duno y ..

when i saw sum pretty clothes..pretty thing..

i cant control myself...

keep buy...=)

1 day...already uses rm 300...

..

soon lv shan!!!

warning...

u cant buy d....if nt...**makan rumput**

i stil wanna stay at there many days....

wakak..

aftertat..

v went keranajaya pick my dear wan yee..

she go ther meet us...

after pick her..

v oso go bk josee house..rest a while..

then...

3 of us..

go sunway pyramid ther..taking our dinner again...

wow...

summore..

SHISHA

wow...

a thing i wanna try long time ago..

finally..gt a chance to try..

feeling good...wakaakaka..

I M NT BAD GAL!!!

^^

then...abt 12 sumthing.

lrt already close...

then...v nid to pick wanyee back her hostel..at ...help hostel...

omg.....

v lost.....around 1 hour ...

jz found yee's hostel..

then...go bk home.

i was vyvy tired...

bt...i stil cn on9 now..wakka...

2mr go genting...excited..

i wan ply all ther thing...

wakakaa..

summore..wan buli 'kam yu lou '

wakakaa..u wait me la..

'sei kam yu lou'

tdy end...

(i wanna improve my english...)

try say..try write....

gambateh..^^

(pic wil upload on my facebook)hehe..

good nite....